Dreams
I dreamt of you again today. We weren’t together- we just coexist. In that dream, everything was so perfect, because you and I were there. It felt like the first time. It felt like I could still get to you. It felt like I still have a chance to be with you. You even called me.
You called me by my name and you talked to me just to tell me “one more try” and then you smiled (oh, that smile). You are my favorite smile and my favorite giggle.
Being with you is the closest thing to heaven that I’ve felt. You make everything feel so light and you make every bone in my being happy and lucky to be alive.
I always dream of you and I could not explain how happy I am during those dreams, but these, the dreams of you I keep on having, they have got to stop because they will never be a reality anymore.